You can Never Forget Me.....

This is just... something I wrote... and is something I don't want any fool to read and fool about. Its emotions and feelings and if you can't feel and resonate them... no need for you to be here. Sorry for the harshness and attitude, but according to some old time reader of mine, who has forgotten about my blog now, it was these attributes that set my writing style apart. And if nothing else, at least I have that mindset back again, which I lost somewhere an year and a half back. And this one is a proof of it.  ;) SO DON'T READ IF YOU HAVE NEVER FELT OR BELIEVED IN LOVE...

Do you remember the day we parted,

the day you left me?

Do you remember what I said then?

and that you didn't believe me?

I said, you can never forget me

and baby, you can never find anyone 

who will love you more than me.

But it was your ego that won,

you didn't think twice before you were gone.

Do you know I still stand where you left me?

Do you know I cried for you more than anything?

Even if you don't, do you still remember,

what I said to you then?

Because if you don't,

I won't say it again.

Somewhere during all this time apart,

I lost my confidence, and thought I am a retard.

But, that one missed call by you at 2 A.M. 

brought all the miseries and pain,

but also my confidence.

Yes honey, you still remember me.

There are places that you visited with me,

and whenever you hear their name,

in your thoughts I have, and will always be.

You can deny, and say no, to the world,

but,

tell me this how long will you care for the rest?

When will you start listening to your heart?

When will you understand the phrase,

"till death do us apart"???

I do not want to know your views.

I do not wish for your answers.

I do not want to disturb the wards,

you have around you.

'coz I know I don't have the strength or energy,

to make it through.

It has to come from you,

the power to break those shields.

And it will come someday,

it is true.

But maybe then, it will be too late,

I will be dead, and death has got its way.

But I will know this even on my deathbed :-

"YOU CAN NEVER FORGET ME,

AND BABY, YOU WILL NEVER FIND

ANYONE WHO CAN LOVE YOU MORE THAN ME!!!" 

Venus in "Galaxy of Stars"

There was a pretty girl,
in the pub I went.
There was so much...
about her to compliment.

Yet I couldn't get myself...
to utter a single word.
No matter how I tried
my legs wouldn't buzz.

I was glued to the seat
and tried to move around on my feet.
Yet I was too busy starring,
reason:- "dancing is where I am so lame."

The Philippian "GAYS" were dancing so well
and she was enjoying with them like hell.

I so wanted to tell her
how pretty she is
and also maybe that
on hearth she is like a cool bliss.

All my feelings were trapped,
for I don't know how to dance
but she was dancing,
and that seemed to be the only available cue,
hence, I instead prayed for a miracle from blue.

The entire time she danced
and laughed with gays.
The only reason being
 they knew how to shake their ass.

The miracle I longed for,
never came.
Truly, leaving things on God
these days is insane.

So, I kept watching her in silence...
and she never noticed,
as I was no one, 
and I couldn't express
anything to anyone.

Her bubbly spirit and smile 
drove the music 
or music drove her,
is a mystery I still can't file.

She was so good and charming...
a star bright as Venus,
among everyone else so tarnished.
But what is the use of repenting now?


I didn't even have the guts,
to ask her name aloud.
I felt like a peasant starring dumbstruck...
at Aphrodite!!! the Goddess of beauty.


I am cursing myself now,
that I know.
But if its sane I do not know.
For, writing is the only way
I can express.
and I so wish, 
I could show her this crap.


Besides, she is too good for me,
a walking princess;
and I am just a flee.
Well to cap it all:-
"SHE IS JUST SO DAMN PRETTY"

Ek ladka jo tumse pyaar karta hai.....

Don't even recall when I wrote it or for whom... lolzz... My friend Yashu suggests it was for Isha... but in reality I don't know who it was meant for..... :D

Ek ladka hai
jo tumse pyaar karta hai,
Jaan kar nai
anjaane mein vo sab karta hai.

Hasil tumko karna aasan nai,
fir bi sirf tumpe marta hai.
Pyaar yeh jaan bujh kar hota nai,
bas sirf ho jaata hai.

Manaya usne dil ko apne bahut,
jhooth tumse bol paata nai.
Jaanta hai chuu sakta nai,
fir bi sirf tumpe jaan chidakta hai.

Haar mane to maane kaise,
vohi to ek ladka hai,
jo tumse pyaar karta hai.
Jaan kar nai,
anjane mein vo yeh sab karta hai.... :p