Me and Life!!!

hmmm... just a thought that crossed my mind... and while thinking and pondering i was scribbling on paper........ and this is what came out[:p]

I am no good,
as useful as rotten wood.
People hate me to the core,
acknowledgment of which turns me sore.

Pathetic i feel,
racking my brain in zeal.
Just to find a way,
to get approved in anyway.

Simple are the methods,
yet i fear the efforts.
Forget yourself, your opinions,
first way, suggests to live like minions.

Thank god, trust in his word,
second way, that actually fucked this world.
Study more get good grades,
third way that ain't of any aid.

Get a job, work like slave,
fourth way, failed on realization of being enslaved.
Now i have no way,
do not know what to say.

My life seems so stuck,
Anchored fast in a pool of muck.
Darkness all over me, I can see,
Eyes wide open i search for anything heavenly.

A shard of light,
or a faint glint.
But pitch black darkness,
swallows the inner calm and peace.

Restless i feel,
overwhelmed by amount of time to kill.
Settle is not the word for me,
Stopping for anyone or anything is not my key.

Keep moving is what i do,
only to return where from i started to.
Clueless, trackless, direction-less, that is me,
i search a path to be free.

I see now that i am trapped in a maze,
the game of life, does amaze.
Nobody gave me the correct compass,
but as a looser i would never board the doomsday bus.

Sometime, someway I'll find a way,
to mark my presence in the world we stay.
Someday all odds i shall defy,
win with the charm, that none can deny.

Traveler.......

In the line of fire,

He’s trapped by hearts desire.

At the veil of knowledge,

He hangs in middle on a ledge.

Get past the line of fire or over the veil,

Is all that he can think and feel.

To discover the undiscovered,

To explore the kingdoms unconquered.

To change the common mindset,

He needs to accomplish his quest.

He needs to do the undone,

Scale the heights to the sun.

He looks tired and ragged,

Yet he is young and misfit for adventures ahead.

The world beyond the line maybe hostile,

Beyond the veil either, he can’t expect any pedophile.

Yet he wants to do it,

Risk everything and give a try to it.

He knows he may fail,

Chances of winning are bare minimal.

But he thinks of treasures,

Of glory, and thereafter the pleasures.

He thinks of world with him as a famous,

And all the doubts of loosing just vanished.

Wondering what maybe ahead,

He takes a step forward.

“Fool…… why did you do it???.......”

“Please… open your eyes……please live….”

The cries of people of this world,

Cursing and caring, got his lips curled.

A smile and fresh determination swept through,

And he lurched into the world un-true.

Where did he go??

When will he return??

Did he find the place better??

I, with this, just wish he finds all the pleasure.