Feelings in bad mood.....

My mood is off again,

to divert my mind, scribbling in vain.

Life is a fucking mess,

Black and white as board of chess.

No hue, no saturation,

hell lot of mounting expectations.

Now I ain't in mood to fulfill even one,

'cos even after trying, i cant satisfy none.

Pissed off, thats what I feel,

Fuck off, 'cos am in no mood to kneel.

Don't ask me for any reasons,

Charge me if you want, with Treasons.

Moron, I might be,

Whatever; All the hell is loose on me.

I don't care for what you think,

I ain't a kitten bathed in sink.

I shall revolt,

I shall fight.

Live on my terms,

And won't bother even if u dont think its right.

Dream-Girl!!!!!

I just saw you again in my dream,

This is frustrating and I want to scream.

Who the hell are you?

Where can I find you?

The echoes are returning,

Why the hell, answers are not coming?

I can hear my questions repeated to me,

That’s more frustrating, Can’t you see?

Why are you coming in my dreams?

Is it just to torture me, as I deem?

Or are you something more?

Please respond, I am turning sore.

I want to hate you,

But why are you always in my view?

That gorgeous smile of yours,

Just puts my world on pause.

Those dimple sporting, rosy cheeks,

drives me, a freak.

Your long black waist length hair,

Entangle me out of earthly affairs.

Those deep brown eyes,

A simple glance freezes my thoughts like ice.

But, why do I care?

You are just no where.

Yet, in my dreams, I see you,

In my thoughts, I think you.

Somehow I think you are my destiny,

Somehow I feel you are the one, made for me.

I want to talk to you,

I want to sing to you,

I want to read out this poem to you,

And, I want to know more about you.

So, come out of those dreams,

Trust me, real world is better than it seems.

With you and me together,

Even heavens will come in our hither.

Slow Down!!!

Can I slow down?

Rest; without any frown.

My life is adventurous.

But sometimes it is totally gratuitous. (uncalled for)

I want a break,

Relax, without worrying for next take.

I want to stay put,

Enjoy at leisure the creations of nature and human-hood.

I feel so bound,

Giving into others desires without sound.

I feel so rushed,

With my own self being so messed and fussed.

Oh no, I don’t want any crown.

I just want to slow up and lie down.

I want to enjoy life as it comes,

to die with a satisfied grin when death comes.